A short one tonight since we chatted earlier today. I'm feeling wonderful right now...I miss you but yet I feel wonderful. Like I've been able to let go of some crap I've been carrying around...I dunno. I suspect my new therapist will have some insight tomorrow. We'll see how that goes. Thanks for listening though...I appreciate you hearing me out!

Pretty good day today...I remember in moments in the past when I've been overwhelmed I let things pile up and get messy. I decided today that would not happen. So I kicked butt and did some box unpacking upstairs...some stuff in Sam's room and definitely the living room. I hung up some pictures and stuff too so it felt like HOME. It's starting to feel like home. I took a couple of long naps today...I needed it so I indulged myself.

Sam said prayers for you again tonight "I love Jane very very much...I can't wait to see her. I want to go to a hotel with her and mommy and Margaret!!!" :yukyukyuk: He just cracks me up!!! But he does love you...that much is clear.

How are you...almost done with your first week, eh? How is it feeling? How are you? How can I continue to love and support you? I know...give you space...and I am...but heck, this is my dialogue so I'll ask what I want to ask!!! :hahaha:

I'm bringing a picture of us in Philly to Sam's day care...You know...the one with us all with the "quackers" in our mouths!!! :yukyukyuk: They want a picture of his family so I liked that one and thought it appropriate.

I have to do some lecture work right now and then my nightly meditation so I'm going to sign off. Sleep peacefully my dear...I am holding you in my arms! I love you!

XOXO Robyn