Hello -

Still in massive grieving mode. Finalizing arrangements today. The wake is set for tomorrow at 3pm just for the family. Then the funeral is on Sunday at 2pm at the high school for the rest of the town. Yes, he was dearly loved. He helped raise three fine boys and one girl who have all grown up to have an impact on the community the way he did. He was a farmer but also drove a school bus rout for the past ten years. So lots of kids and their families knew him or knew of him.

I feel helpless - before the stroke I would have jumped righht in to help and get thinhgs organized, but now all I can do is sit her and cry - a lot of good that does............I'm planning on staying in the back both tomorrow and Sunday so that me beng upset doesn't distract........I really wish I could get this undr control...... I'm a mess....

My girlfriemds had coffee and biscuits and gravy for mw this morning......let me cry and told me they loved me - wow, you can't get much better than that!

And - you, asked for it, you got it, Toyota........ LOL anybody remember that jingle? I love my new car