The beginning of another week... So what are you thinking about right now? What is the plan for THIS week? Tomorrow is 9-11...I'm wondering if you will remember how hard that day is for me. You always talk about it with people...tell them of my experience...I wonder if you'll think of me tomorrow...

I had a nice day today. Met a very nice and very interesting woman. She and her son met us at the zoo...the kids got along GREAT! He is a charming kid and Nathalie seems like she will be a very nice friend. It's just good to be able to hang out with another person from the lesbian community. Since leaving NY I have felt very disconnected, you know?

I have to get back to work, my dear...getting ready for class tomorrow but I wanted to tell you how much I love you and want to continue to support you as you need and want to be supported. As I've said before, all you have to do is ask and it is yours. I love you more than anything and all I want is for you to get better. I hope this time has been good for you...I keep hoping when we talk again that there will be more peace and clarity for you. Even if its just incremental, I hope the progress is positive. I would love very much to come see you, even if just for a few hours at the end of the month...I think it would be good for us to just sit and talk. I hope you feel better such that a visit from me would feel OK.

I love you...I miss you...I'm waiting for you...I'm not going anywhere!!! I am holding you in my arms!!! Sweet dreams...

XOXOXOXOX