i HAVE to do EVERYTHING, the exact same way every single time or i WILL forget something !!!!!

i am more sure of that today than i EVER have been!!!!! i have to put my clothes on a hanger in the exact same place every night including underwear and shoes or i spend FOREVER walking around in a daze trying to remember what to wear or if it's even clean the next morning. it's just easier to do it at night. same thing goes for carkeys, cell phone, work satchel, and the purse.

anyway, i usually dress casually for work since i'm wandering around , in, and on properties all day. but TODAY, i decided to call on some clients so i dressed "nice". i dragged out one of my "uniforms", standard black skirt, half slip, white blouse and jacket etc.... and laid it all out.

since i get TOTALLY dressed in the bathroom ( if i change in my room like a "normal" person my husband thinks it's foreplay) i have to drag everything in there. this broke my "routine" because the clothes were different. after i got ready i started up the car and was unusually cold!!!! i've been known to turn on the AC during winter. i couldn't figure it out.

so, i stopped at the corner store for some bottled water and noticed that some men were staring at me. i thought maybe i looked better than usual or something. THEN, when i got back in the car i KNEW why!!!!! i only had on the black slip and NO skirt !!!!!!!!! i could have DIED right then and there.

i guess in ADDITION to doing everything the exact same way every time, i'm going to have to check and recheck myself to make SURE i'm dressed!!!!!! talk about paranoid!!!!

I'M NOT UPSET ABOUT IT, JUST A LITTLE EMBARRASSED!!!!!! my pride was the only thing hurt, i guess.