Saw the ophthalmologist and got my eyes dilated and everything. He can't explain my vision.
He had me do a peripheral vision test...and then told me he'd never seen such good results from anyone - much less on the first try. I almost said it's called dissociation, try it, it works. But AI managed to keep my mouth shut.
He's sending me to a specialist to do an angiogram (?) of my eyes. He's concentrating on my left eye and the vision that is left. He's pretty much given up on the right eye...I'm not ready to give up yet though. He was able to rule out mini strokes of my eyes. I didn't know my eyes could have strokes by themselves. I spent three hours there and I'm exhausted. Maybe I'm not being realistic, but I think there should be something they could do regarding my blind eye.
Now I'm heavily depressed and confused ( confused by all the tests - they tired me out fast!!)
I hate getting tired so easily with everything. I'm tired of being tired. I've re-learned a lot that I don't think I should have had to learn again...and I'm in the angry stage. I get angry over silly things. I ge angry at myself so then proceed to take it out on others...then end up apologizing. I'm kinda stuck in a cycle and I hate it. :yadayada: