This entry will be for Yesterday and Today.

Yesterday I attended my uncle's visitation. He died last week of lymphoma. It was difficult to deal with all of the feelings and activities. I was wore out from that. I hate to see family members so distraught.

I felt ok after a nap but then later that night the left side of my face tingled for about an hour which really freaked me out. I was hoping that it wasn't an onset of another stroke. I took more aspirin and calmed down. The tingling went away.

I woke up after 1.5 hours of sleep feeling awful and then back to sleep I went. I woke up about once an hour for the last 4 hours. At one point I slept on my left arm again and woke up thinking stroke again.

Today so far I feel a bit sick to my stomach, tired, weak, a little dizzy and spaced out. The weather was thunderstorms this morning which could explain my feeling exhausted. Or it could have been the overstimulation from the visitation yesterday. I feel like napping all day but when I lay down I get nervous like I should get up and do something. I have no appetite and no desire to do anything today.

My face started to get tingly again tonight, coupled with a feeling of sickness and disorientation. I have a doctor's apointment tomorrow and then another doctor next week. I am really interested in what the heck is going on inside my head. I hope there are tests to find what is wrong with me. I don't want another stroke.

Tonight is worrying me because of the weird sensations. I was really tired today. I might have a low grade cold. But when you have chronic insomnia, sickness is just part of a weakened immune system, I guess.