I hope you are able to get some uninterrupted and much needed sleep. This can cause so much havoc to your body.

Your blogs come feom the soul and I enjoy your writing skills. We are here for you.

I hope you are able to get some uninterrupted and much needed sleep. This can cause so much havoc to your body.

 

Your blogs come feom the soul and I enjoy your writing skills. We are here for you.

Thank you Stessie, I didn't really write them for any reason except to document my thoughts and significant events. My mind is so disorganized, I was once so regimented but now I can't concentrate and everything is out of order. I am wobbling around here on the strokenet site but I can't keep focused. Maybe things will improve.

gooodnight.

Tony:

I have found writing blogs very therupetic, when I culd not cry and feel my chest tighting. blogging for me huge relief to get some relief. please believe that things are going to turn around for better. just hangon during your low time. good times and bad times in life is part of our lifecycle. & I believe your good time is just around the bend.

Asha

Tony:

 

I have found writing blogs very therupetic, when I culd not cry and feel my chest tighting. blogging for me huge relief to get some relief. please believe that things are going to turn around for better. just hangon during your low time. good times and bad times in life is part of our lifecycle. & I believe your good time is just around the bend.

 

Asha

Yes, there is a tightness in the lower chest for me. And there are cycles always which are difficult to describe. After my first brain injury, for instance, and after several months, there were some days I could do "some" work but most days I could not leave the house. When I would go to the doctor, he would say, "you look fine to me...you can probably go back to work". But he did not see me on the majority of days where I was curled up in a fetal position or when I would have a panic attack out of the blue and start running down the street to calm the demons (so to speak). I was never able to return to full time work in almost 4 years. The lows of these cycles are debilitating as most who might be reading this are well aware. I look forward to the better days (:

Tony: I have been following your blogsthat pst week or so and am so glad you are doing that. A good chronicle of your activities and feelings will help you sort out what you feel is happening to your body.. Also, I think talking with your Dad is immensly therapeutic, who knows you better? You may never find a reason for your stroke, but in reading your posts, I think you also may be coming to that realization. You accept what you have been handed and move on. One thing I do want you to think about is that high blood pressure and cholesterol are 97% heredity. You can not change your make up. It is predestined. Example: my Bruce is 1/4 Native American. His blood pressure is so low for a 60 year old male, desk job, no exercise, that I used to bring him to my EMT classes for testing of my students. Didn't help him in the long run tho. Keep up the exercise and activity. You will get through this. Debbie

Thanks Debbie,

Even though I don't want to waste anyone's time by making them read these blog entries, it is nice to have some feedback.

Tony