oh boy wat a day well today i really pushed myself today
we got up at 10 wow finally slept late to hehe
well thengot out in yard and cutt the grass lol it took allday with several breaks
but we got it done went to pool for bout hour n half needless to say now im pooped out but we thinking bout going back to pool for a bit in a lil while
lol i got burnt got cutt got bee stung and headache got it all
feels like im human again lol
welp as i blogged yesterday lol i cooked butterbeans for dinner last night and they were awesome oh boydid they have and take there effect on the both of us to blowing out and blowing up at one point i was scared to even light my cigarette there was so much gas in the bedroom lastnight the poor lil dog even run away sneezing a dog for you now something who goes around sniffing butts usually now dats bad lol we made or on hot air balloon out of the bedsheet last night lol i c
welp as i blogged earlier i was to mow the lawn today i couldnt dodge the lightining fast enough with these bad thunder storms we had today so it looks like ill have my shot at that tomorrw but as for the dinner of butterbeans and cornbread well that turned out just fantastic now im sooo stuffed i could
pop like a bean lol
YUP ITS TUESDAY AM 4AM HERE ANOTHER WORK DAY FOR MUH GF ITS BACK TO THE OLE NORMAL ROUTINE DAY NOW EXCEPT ONE THING I BLOGGED YESTERDAY I WAS GONNA MOW THE LAWN THAT DIDNT GET ACCOMPLISHED
THATS ON MY THINGS TO DO LIST TODAY AND FOR PAMS SAKE
I PLAN TO TO THE MOWING ON MY FEET LOL , IM GONNA COOK UP SOME GOOD OLE BOY DINNER TONIGHT A BIG POT OF BUTTERBEANS
WITH HOMEMADE CORNBREAD THAT IS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO COOK THE CORNBREADLOL THAT WILL B A FIRST THERE TO
well good morning im going to try something new for me today since my stroke i havnt tried this yet so dont laugh cus this may sound small and minootre to you
but its new for me im gonna get out there and try to mow the lawn today with a push mower this will b a first since my stroke i been hanging loose on trying this till i thought my balance was stable enough well i think im ready
to at least try now so peace and have a fantasris day
im just so excited at the moment i just did something i've been wanting to do for along time even before my stroke i wanted to get deeper in this matter
well i just signed up for online home college courses in computer programing
it starts in 7 days im waiting impatiently i must say lol not patiently
plus my sweetie gf is proud of me and excited as well so thats a big bonus as well
this is something i have done in the past before my stroke but i never attended college fot more
welp its 9:25am i just woke up this wonderfull satueday am i feel great we actually got to slept in late and 9 is late for me i just enhoy so much muh gf is home for 3 wonderfull days no work yeepheeee jumping for joy hope i dont fall over from jumping lol we r planning o going out to eat tonight that will be fun
not sure where we will go yet but anywhere is fine with me welp nuttin really to blog so im off and lol dont worry be happy
welp here it is 5:17am thursday morning and the same ole routine lol i find myself waking up very happy with my gf by my side then we come down
stairs for our moning coffee and then lol i start trying anything i can to talk her into staying home from work to spend more time with me i dont care if we sleep
allday as long as she is here with me to do just that and snuggle the day away
i didnt sleep very well last night i think something i cooked for dinner last night give me the upsey
just be happy everyday but some people are just so misserable they think they gotta try to bring u down with you, u know these kind of people well like my ex for one she continously emails me even to this day cursing and fussing and putting down its just usless i mean wats the pointi mean its like some people arent happy unless theres drama that just dont cutt it with me im not a drama player i just want to b peacefull and happy which i am vey much now
i mean geeesh people do have
well really nothing to blog this am im jus tryin to keep pam off of my feet lol and stay ahead of her dont ask me why hehe just cause i wana, welp i met my gfs dad yesterday when i heard he was on the way down i was on pins and needles till he got here everything wet just great though hes a kool ole fella we got along great
but hey who cant get along with me im a people person i dont meet strangers
welp im ju ramblin peace
well i allready blogged once this am but i went back to site and was reading some of the post there was one that caught my eye it was the one on unusual behavior
now that post in itself kinda got me in a up roar simply because of my ex simply bashed me so bad made me feel and sound like an animal which i am not!!!
i am a peaceful happy loving free spirted soul happy as happy can be untill memories come up bout the bad things in a stroke or something flares my
temper which
ANYBODY GOT AN ANCHOR MY HOUSE NEEDS ONE I THINK WE MAY JUST FLOAT AWAY IF I DONT ANCHOR SOON ITS BEEN RAINING HARD AND CONSTANT HERE FOR A FEW DAYS NOW, DONT GET ME WRONG IM NOT COMPLAINING OK LETS SEE
WHAT IS THERE TO DO WHEN ITS RAINING
STAY IN BED WITH MY HONEY ROLLIN LIKE THUNDER UNDER THE COVER
UM,MM RUN NAKED IN THE RAIN < NOT!!! >
BUT I CAN GO FOR A WALK IN IT UMMMMMSTAY IN BED WITH MY HONEY ROLLIN LIKE THUNDER UNDER THE COVER
AND STAY IN BED WITH MY HONEY ROLLIN L
welp i awoke this am which is a good thing i really dont have anything to blog about yet it seems as if i got the icky tummy again we keep passing it back and forth lol she said no more smoochies for me untill its out of the house
aww darn it!!!!!!!
WELP I THINK I PASSED ON THE TUMMY VIRUS TO ANDREA SHE WAS SICK ALL NIGHT LAST NIGHT SHE GOT UP OUTA BED ROUND 2 AM CAME DOWN STAIRS AND WATCHED SOME TV SO I CAME DOWN WITH HER TO KEEP HER COMPANY SO SHE WOULDNT FEEL LONELY ON TOP OF FEELING ICKY WELL AS TIME WENT BY SHE FELL ASLEEP ON COUCH I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE HER DOWN HERE BY HERSELF INCASE SHEWOKE UP FEELING ICKY AGAIN SO I PULLED OUT A TWIN MATTTRESS AND PUT IT ON FLOOR BETWEENCOUCH AND FIREPLACE BESIDE HER I SLEPT OK OH BOY I
I WAS FEELING ICKY ALLDAY TODAY THINK I HAVE A LIL STOMACH VIRUS
BUT I STILL MADE MY SELF GET OUT OF BED AND DO STUFF LIKE CLEAN AND COOK AND SPEND TIME WITH MY HONEY SICK OR NOT I REFUSE TO STAY IN THE BED ALL THE TIME NOW THAT I HAVE A CHOICE TO WEITHER I CAN OR NOT
I REMEMBER THOSE DAYS WHEN I HAD NO CHOICE AND MADE MY MIND UP THEN THAT WHEN I GOT BETTER I WILL NOT AND WOULD NOT BE A BED
VEGATABLE ANY MORE WELP REALLY NUTTIN TO BLOG BOUT PEACE N LUV
i awoke this am happy as usual feels great these dayz to wake up happy
who would have ever guesed that even i had a stroke u can still b happy
i read janice blog yesterday shes correct live for the moment the day
live for right now b all u can b i allways atleast try to have a positive attitude
and the strength of a ox to roll on threw out the day and to keep pushing foward
for thisis a journey 10 reasons y i am happy
1> i have a wonderfull love
2> im alive
3>i
well it was a huge success i pulled it off with a big bang
i put a trail of rose petals from door threw dning room up the steps threw the bedroom into the bathroom then when she opend the bathroom door
she found a hot bath allready run and waiting with rose petals floating in the water
and oh yea did i mention the lights were off to this was all in candle light
omg i was so happy to c her happy she just sit in the bathtub with such
disbelief and happiness she just boo hooed crying
welp if you didnt hear there was a tropical storm that just blew threw georgia
i think her name was cindy oh boy was she ticked off to
it hurled tornadoes everywhere they were popping up like pimples on a
old mans ass now i hear this am that london has has bus and train explosions
o boy hope nobody was hurtwell tg i didnt get a tornadoe here at my home anyway but we did see the shies light up all night with lightining bolts everywhere
they were beautifull though
i have a busy da
UHHHHG ITS TO FREAKIN EARLY WELP ITS 4 AM AGAIN DAT ALARM WENT OFF
AN HOUR AGOIM JUSTA FIGHTING THE FACT THAT THEBED S SCREAMING MY NAME BUT IM NOT GIVING IN ANYMORE IM TRYING TO REA JUST AND STAY AWAKE LONGER TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE STYLE THESE DAYZ AND IT FEELS GREAT
TILL BOUT 2 WHEN THE BOTTOMFALLS OUT AND I JUS FALL TO MY KNEES WITH
UMMMMM FATIGUE ALLTHOUGH I MUST SAY I HAVE BEEN DOING REALLY WELL
IM GETTING ADJUSTED BETTER THAN I THOUGHT WHICH IS GREAT
I WANNA GET UP
WELP ITS JULY 5TH THE DAY AFTER I AWOKE THIS AM TO THE SOUND OF THAT
DAMN ALARM CLOCK AT 4AM I JUS WANNA SHOOT DAT THANGNOW
I GOT UP WITH MY HONEY WHILE SHE WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK THEN WE HAD OUR POT OF COFFEE TO WAKE UP
SHE LEFT FOR WORK THEN I CHATTED WIT PAM SOME THEN IT WAS OFF TO DA KITCHEN TO CLEAN SOME FOR MY BABY SO SHE DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT WHEN SHE CAME HOMETHEN I GOT SHOWER WENT TO VISIT MY MOM TOOK HER TO
WALLMART < WALLY WORLD > THEN BACK HOME TO MY PRECIOUS
i went to the doc uhhhhg i hate doc's
they said i was suffering from uhhhg depression
so they put me on some meds
it has helped some i must say
but i still dont have any intrest in anything yet
not even dating
i got 5 different ladies wanting to date me and im not even interested in that
geeesh wat gives oh well jus venting
well i woke up at 8am as usual took mymeds got my smoke
just like a usual everyday thing but this time when i made it back to bed
i had a seizure i hate those it just wipes me out for the whole day
i still dont understand y im having them if im on meds
welp it was rainy here today so i slept in a little late well now 8 is late for me
i spent the day with my very beautifull lady and her son travis we just chilled
really and enjoyed each others company
welp just got back from vacation tonight and geeze i thought vacations were
for rest but omg im glad we are home now im just pooped
we went to cocoa beach florida for the week it was awesome hot humid beach's
bikini's and lots of fun beware if u try i allmost bustted my butt walking in the sand and the ocean but ha! i didnt fail i did it i forget but somebody told me i couldnt do it so i hope who ever it was reads this haha i did it just to proove you wrong and i did not fall
life has been so much better now since im away from the ex my seizures have seemd to dissapear for longer periods tg im happier now working even harder onmy goals which includes my hand and wow i can now close my fingers when they r open im working on my walking distance and time im getting stronger everyday in everywayit helps alot when u have love and support im driving im building web pages again im going out to places i missed u must live for the day for the moment for you never
