bartszatmary

I cant believe you work on cars. I have a hard time cleaning up the house. I forget get side tracked. I found my keys, had them 2 days lost them again. Oh well Im stil good with dogs if you need help.

I dont remeber how to do that. I dont remember how to much.

Brother you are not alone I could write the book, wait My blog seems to be that book. Im sure she forgave you.

I say let go let God. But I dont. I Could have done so much with my live but didnt and I took it out on my wife I would make my feel bad so I felt good. I have alot of education that I didnt use execpt to look smarter then everyone. But I realized I just a blue color hillbilly now. Not the cool classy NYC guy I used to be. That ment nothing anyway. Im starting over. Hi Im Bart I have 2 dogs and a wonderful wife to takescare of me.

Its 20 yrs since fly fishing, got a good friend who Im going with this spring. Even have the fly tieing supplies out. Gonna try to tie a fly. Love saying that I was rehab and it was discussed between my friend and therapist. Good therapy they said. Im excited about going on the river. You have insired me to try to tie a fly I was pushing it off I dont know if I am ready.

Welcome! Wow! The love. Thats what amazes me. That we are so loved that they are with us an our time of need. Its beautiful. I got tears am speechless.!

Any year that starts with art is a great yr. I love drawing and painting. I have a hard time writing though. My town has historic granite even rain I stay inside. You will have to tell me about your art!

Yes. Thats why I wrote this. I was aware of everything. That calm place when I gave up. I believe it was the pearlly gate, I know in my heart it was. He has a plan!

Asha, Thank you!

I have alot of bad times, I just trying to forget the pain

That is great. When I look I made all the wrong choices, but Im here ehere I ment to be.

I'm with you, Bart. There have to be more answers to our questions. As far as I know, the best treatment available is within ourselves. You have the right attitude to help yourself get better. Good luck and keep fighting.

 

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The pain, I feel there should be a better answer then mind alteringv drugs. Its not a cure a mask is all it is.

I hope your plans work out. I was thinking about this site, its people, and how they have become part of me. Its a good thinbk.

Brother I wash that fo all of us.

I see it half empty. I just hope I remember I enjoyed the drink and I saved enough for later

That is good advice, my stroke left my with the inability to know when not say somthing.

Merry Christmas! The Lord is with us always.

Im unlucky I need the meds to move so I move and do impaired It beats the bed.

I have to tell you the list of movies lifted my spirits Awondrful life The loose knob thing on the stairs well when I restored my stairs I kept mine loose to remind me life is wonderful even restoring a 150yr house. My cane is a fancy old thing w/ an ornate brass handle leaning against the wall reminds me of santas on 34th street Thanks I needed uplifting for sure

We used only do stuff together now she needs space from me. Well I decided i want mine also. Shell have less stress because am not going to home much im start going out and livcing

Hi, I just wanted say thanks, im so wraped in me i forgot everything else. I took the loose fennelle from my stairs.(wonderful life) and pictured my cane against wall(marical on 34th st) your thoughts lifted my spirits thanks