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Still Not Complete In Medical Knowledge From Doctors

Well I'm still under doctors care and many more test to go with my last one being due on 25 February. They did the bacteria test yesterday. I have less now than I did weeks ago. I'm slowly getting back to reasonable health but we still can't tell where in my body the blood is coming from.   So his is an interim report for now and I feel good but weak in my knees. Still have to watch where I sit down high enough seat so I can stand up. Things went well on our short get-away trip and I got lucky

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No Doctor Decisions Yet So Some Time Off With My Wife

Well still waiting on doctor decisions about my health inside. So off to the casino where ever there is no snow on the ground. The bacteria is nearly all good now but still some bad is there causing problems but not like before thank God! Already I'm tired of winter weather so I stay inside to feel the heat.   My wife got a couple days off for President's Day and she needs rest away from home I think! We got on each others nerves so it is time to get away and try to have a little fun together.

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Hours In Doctor's Offices Testing

I been tested every where with one more to go later still no answers. Wait and see is the word for this week meanwhile I'm not resting at all. I hope to know more by the end of this month! Right now most of the bad bacteria is gone and replaced with the good stuff they said.   I should know more later!

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I'm BACK For A Little While!

My body has taken a beating from the many test I have undergone until my whole body is super weak and very unsteady for standing, walking, and sitting down. I feel like I been shot from a big cannon gun and didn't land yet! Overall the bad bacteria is just about gone from my body and been replaced with good bacteria for as I know about. How did all this happen to me?????? I'd have to say at this point "Only God knows." I do know now I will have colon checks every five years instead of every ten

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Post Tramatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

This is a disorder many soldiers suffer with and have for many years. In earlier wars it was called Shell Shock then to my knowledge from the Vietnam war to Iraq and Afghanistan it was known as PTSD. In fact the military didn't have the name PTSD when I left Vietnam in 1970-71. So it was very hard for me to get a reason I acted like I did and no one knew why. By 1982 it was known as PTSD and I submitted my claim for disability after I was confirmed as having it.   It was not until 2010 when I

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Test And More Testing

I'm still having several test done for my condition so things are going pretty slow but finally my last test day is February 25th. By then I should know more about what is wrong inside my body at my age. The one place we should ask questions is in the doctor's office and I do all the time. I want to know early on about any problems that I may have and they can correct.   So, I'm still working on getting better and stronger by knowing what is happening inside my body especially when I was havin

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The Meds Are Working, I Feel Much Better Already

I return to doctor's office end of this month then a stool speciment is due middle of February and at that time I hope they tell me all the bacteria is gone from my system so I can start to feel myself again! I will finish the three meds program in a couple more days. I'm back eating OK and I'm putting good stuff in my body replacing the bad bacteria that caused all my problems!   Since I had to drop out of my physical therapy I hope to ride my exercise bike to get physically fit again and leg

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Cause Of My Condition

Well, to all of you caring members, friends, fellow survivors, and the care givers of Stroke Net!   The doctors have discovered what caused my condition to go downhill. After days of testing and examinations of my whole body it was found my digestive system is contaminated with major bad bacteria. My colonospy was great and all went well as I was very near asleep and out of it. My wife witness the whole operation and saw the areas of my colon, stomach, liver and areas where cancer starts plus

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Something Is Happening To My Recovery Process

I am seeing 2 doctors, taking several meds, had my colonoscopy, but now I'm told I got serious medical issues they telling my wife. I have trouble walking now. I am one day away from the day of the stroke I survived 10 years ago!   I am close to my cellphone and my wife calls me every two hours as I'm a little afraid to be home alone and got one apt at 130pm two hours from now!

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My Wife Is Down With The Flu We Think??

Here in Texas the Flu is hitting us pretty hard all over the state now. My wife is in bed since coming home on Friday evening from work. There has been several deaths too so she has my undivided attention, all the meds available, and she and I got our flu shots early on when they first became available.   So if she is able tomorrow morning she will try to go in for a little while if she get a little bit better tonight. A box of tissue don't last her very long. I will fix her a hot medical drin

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A New Year Marking Ten Years Of Recovery!

Thank you, thank you, thank you my God for Ten years of recovery from a devastating Brain Bleed stroke! Than you Father for my wife remaining by my side in this reunion of 15 years of matrimony! I thank you for it just not being my time to have a home going to meet you face to face! I know this way we shall travel one day when you call our name!   We have so much in our lives to be thankful for in just being a stroke survivor trying to do all we can to maintain this life we were given to live!

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The Real Thing About New Years Eve!

I have been looking at computer news, local advertisements, and pleads for the public to not Drink and Drive on New Years Eve. Wrecker services and Taxi cabs are offering free tows, Cab rides home and about all they can offer to keep people safe this one night and they get home in one piece alive. Why do people drink and try to drive??   That's an age old question and the answer is not known to many people! Alcohol controls the brain while common sense is non existence. For that reason alone m

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL WITH PROSPERITY IN 2014

My wish for all Survivors is to gain more use of their body, and all Caregivers to get more rest and time off, while being more prosperous and productive this coming New Year 2014 and beyond! We only live once so let's make the most of this life and appreciate our second chance as a survivor we are living now.   A vacation would be a plus while getting better from the Stroke is a must with prayers and more therapy in the New Year. "I hold that as my new years resolution" "to stick to it all ye

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Looking Back Over My Life Ten Years Later To See How Far I Came

It's been only 10 years come 15 January 2014 but it feels like many more than that to me as I sit here looking back over my life as a stroke survivor of a brain bleed! I feel I had good therapy of every kind over the years and I tell you all now you can not recover enough to be more able to do for yourself without therapy!   I came home five months from the day I was admitted after the stroke unable to walk and in a wheelchair with my poor wife struggling to push me at 220 pounds. Also loadin

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First Official Day Of Winter 21 December 2013 MERRY CHRISTMAS

The TV announced this morning that today is the first day of the winter season 21 December but I would bet many members here feel winter started days ago by the kind of weather they have had all this month so far! Lenny posted that snow is falling in Canada now so he will enjoy a White Christmas this year for sure.   I feel we haven't seen the worse of it yet. All across the US cold weather has taken over every state making driving very dangerous! So much for my getting out for Christmas shopp

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I Passed My Test

I passed all my test however the doctor is still looking to see where in my body the bleeding may be coming from. He wanted to think it was in the urine but not so sure. Anyway I went in for one procedure and ended up having three each. I'm a lot healthier at this age than was once thought! Staying healthy is a year round joy and a true job especially when a report is out that people in general spends so much money each year on vitamins we don't need.   So I will just chill out and try to li

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Colonoscopy Time Again

Well the time has come! I go in the hospital early am tomorrow 19 December for my second time having a colonoscopy done. In my case it's every 10 years! I was told by my barber he goes every 5 years because cancer runs in his family. The procedure is fairly simple and painless as I recall from my first time having it done 10 years ago!   After I come back home I will try to get my computer working better and not skipping letters when I touch the keys !I's about to drive me Batty! I bought a wi

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The Weekend Is Here And Winter Has Shown Up

Oh man it's so cold today I keep thinking the snow is not very far away. The wind is so strong it goes right through the clothes, sewaters, and coats you got on to keep warm. I made a trip to Walmart and Sams and could not shop I was so cold still in the store. I felt sorry for the lady standing at the door checking cards she was freezing and no heater there.   My nose is still driping and I can't seem to warm up any. I'm trying to post this blog but that isn't working either! My desk top quit

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My Wife And I Enjoyed Some Get Away Time In Shrevesport, LA

We had a good time all around the Casino floors and came back with more dollars than we left with for a change. I would have never guessed she would play dollar machine when her favorite is the penny machines and all that noise they make would drive me nuts. She hit the dollar one for 1600 dollars as she played two credits each time!   Needless to say she was one happy camper and we played enough to comp our Saturday night stay so Thursday to Saturday we stayed free of charges! I did my quarte

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Congress Must Stop the Medicare Therapy Caps

I got a letter talking about Medicare Therapy Caps on how much therapy, we as stroke survivors, can get before they cut us off. Therapy has been cut way down from what we were once allowed to receive just a couple years ago. I sure hope Congress can do something about these caps placed on us for the amount of therapy we can get each year.   Every survivor needs all the therapy they can get each year to help with their recovery process in returning to a better life to do all they can for themse

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Congress Must Stop the Medicare Therapy Caps

I got a letter talking about Medicare Therapy Caps on how much therapy, we as stroke survivors, can get before they cut us off. Therapy has been cut way down from what we were once allowed to receive just a couple years ago. I sure hope Congress can do something about these caps placed on us for the amount of therapy we can get each year.   Every survivor needs all the therapy they can get each year to help with their recovery process in returning to a better life to do all they can for themse

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HANUKKAH AND THANKSGIVING TOGETHER 2013

I understand this won't happen again for about 80,000 years and the last time was 1880 something! So happy Hanukkah to all who celebrates!   We had my sister's funeral on yesterday and her daughter's son, a minister himself, did the grave site services committing her to the ground! He was also one of the pall bears. It was a chilly and windy evening but all went as planned. My mom, an older sister, one of my twin sisters, and my mom's parents are in that cemetery.   Children of my living twi

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I Lost My Oldest Sister Earlier Today

Well as we all know nothing about death is ever planned by any of the family members and in this case it caught us totally by surprise. I was able to get to the hospital to see her on yesterday for a while. She was hooked up to many machines so she never knew I was there in her room on my scooter! This morning all of her children had made it to her bedside.   They are waiting now for the funeral home to come to the hospital and pick up her body. I have no information on the funeral services at

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Taking A Break From Therapy For Now!

Still trying to find the cause of dizziness, slow heart beat and loss of blood in my body! Once that is found and under control I will resume my therapy! I never knew so many things could go astray in my case but it certainly has and therapy want to be sure I'm OK for taking therapy with them!   The older I get the harder it is to take therapy but I'm not giving up it's helping me so much now! My slow heart beat is the biggest problem along with losing blood! I 'm going in to see if I'm bleed

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Still Seeing My PCP

I have not blogged since the 5th and now I'm off high blood pressure meds but the doctor said my blood tests was showing a blood bleed somewhere in my body. We sure hope it's not in my head as that's where the stroke was. I did check my stool no blood there, no blood in the urine! The doctor and I are thinking it could be the bullet has moved a bit causing a bleed!   He is making an appointment for me to see a specialist to determine the cause of the bleed around the first of December. So

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